When change is around the corner
I have always considered myself a strong person.The one who can easily cope with problems and not show “weak” emotions in front of people. I have pushed my feelings deep down burring them inside of me. Sometimes when I was too weak to dig holes and bury my weaknesses I only covered them with different masks just like you cover your shivering body with a blanket on a cold winter’s night. Where did I develop this habit, I ask myself? Whenever someone has problems, we fix them from the inside, but when we look for the cause of the problem we should be looking on the outside. The surrounding, the society, the closest people around, friends and far more important, the family. Looking back, few years ago, I understood it all started with my father. But I always wonder: Why did I react the way I still do and let him affect me, mold me into the person I am today? Was it something I already had in me that his actions only woke it up effortlessly and made me so cautious around him? ...
